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IT IS TIME TO MAKE PEACE WITH OUR OWN BODIES & MIND'S - BY LOVING TO LEARN AND LEARNING WHAT WE LOVE - THIS IS WHERE OUR QUANTUM SOLUTIONS WILL COME.
IT'S TIME TO CHANGE OUR WAY OF LIFE FROM A HECKTIC RAT RACE WAR LIKE VIBE WHERE
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& HOW WE TREAT THE OUR PLANET.

INTO A PEACEFUL WAY OF LIFE BASED ON
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AND PEACE WE GROW FROM
LETTING GO OF OUT DATED FORMS OF EDUCATION, ADVERTISING , & MEDICAL TRAINING & SERVICE THAT AVOIDS NUTRITION.

IT IS TIME TO RE-BIRTH OUR GREAT NATION THAT WE ARE TAKING BACK FROM THE HANDS OF GREEDY BIG BUSINESS THAT DOESN'T CARE ABOUT THE PEOPLE THEY ARE MEANT TO SERVE.

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IT IS A WONDERFUL TIME TO BRING ABOUT CHANGES - THAT'S WHY ALL THIS IS HAPPENING TO OUR ECONOMY - SO WE CAN MAKE A SYSTEM THAT PUTS
PEOPLE OVER PROFIT.
WHEN WE DO WE WILL FIND IT
TO BE MUCH MORE PROFITABLE.


IT'S IMPORTANT TO REMEMBER:
this is something
that could happen to anyone -
you or someone you love
.

WHY WAS IT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND?
It was an unseen in-head injury for a year before my 1st MRI - of someone who looked 15 + years younger - due to a 30 year yoga practice that made me ace most Neurological tests with office visits...none did the same physical exam... and none asked me to walk a straight line and all compared me to the standard person - not to who I was before the accident.
I was about to do a DVD with my intermediate yoga class on my Yogadance Flow.
I had done yoga that morning, taught a noon class and was doing an afternoon
Wellness Consultant appointment.
I was a person who was full of life.

My case is so complicated & there are many issues - it is hard to explain - so these are the points that help it to be understood:

#1) After 30 years of yoga and living as a healthy vegetarian and Wellness Consultant, New Thought Singer Songwriter who was a Musical Director of a Spiritual Center, and I taught Comedy Traffic School - where I was using lots of my Transparenting material and it was leading to Transparenting Classes and had more than enough energy left over for many creative projects... and then the whiplash + accident happened 4/5/05 and changed everything... I have been saving my life ever since.

#2) Much later it was discovered that the whiplash was so serious because it was taking so long to heal... due to a 4 month prior minor stroke 11/15/04 due to extreme stress after a 2 week hard move while working 3 part time jobs and homeschooling my son. It healed in only 9 days and I was right back to work. It was thought to be bells palsy at the time because I lost my RIGHT smile and when it healed - we all thought it was over. the accident happened and my Doctor was finally able to tell me why I did not lose my smile after the accident. The smile muscle runs through the front of the face and while other symptoms from other cranial nerves and other injuries from the impact are from the back of the head.

WHIPLASH (all back & neck pain & choking) + Cranial Nerve Injuries - numbness returned on the RIGHT side of my face but also around my nose, chin, lips, and tongue, and later it went over to the LEFT side too - around the LEFT ear and temple & mostly LEFT TMJ stiffening and pain as well as flushes of pain with stress, and Double Vision, Vertigo, (only able to sleep on my back all night with leg pillow lift for tailbone/left hip pain & heating pad for abdomen pain, a constant wired/tired feeling, constantly being cold with Headaches/Nausea - and Mild TBI (mild - due to taking Hydergine & learning always with a positive attitude - otherwise I am sure it would have been much worse.)

#3) Nearly 1 year after the accident an in-head bleed injury was confirmed with an MRI because of several TBI symptoms were added to the already complex whiplash injuries including several cranial nerve injuries and pain all the way up and down the spine from head to neck to tailbone. The prior loss of smile lasted 9 days and caused no pain - and I could still do my 1-2 hour yoga set. Just a loss of smile on my right side and it had fully healed months prior to the car accident.

#4) 2 years after the accident higher quality MRI showed multiple bleeds and because of it risky brainstem surgery was advised that had been done 140 times prior with mixed results. I was told I would be in a coma, paralyzed, crippled, or killed from doing the operation or not.

#5) Choosing to walk away from surgery until the accident injuries healed more made her Doctors and practitioners resign due to liability.

#6) Finding new Doctors who supported her Integrative approach and understood that Hydergine had played a huge role in her survival at the time of each stroke and now preventatively.

#7) After understanding that the Multiple bleeds found at the 3rd MRI and the history of symptoms since the accident... most likely meant the car accident had caused another bleed at the vulnerable cavernoma that had bleed months earlier. My new MD understood this right away after listening to all my symptoms, from the inflammation my Physical Therapist found from old blood contamination and high white blood cell counts at blood tests... and then my Neurologist put it all together and told me to to start treating as if it had bled and see what heppens.

#8) Then, finally I showed signs of improvement due to this approach of treating for "as if" there had been another bleed at the car accident'. Because of this understanding due to the infections ongoing and inflammation pockets in the left temple and tailbone that started to heal due to me understanding how the systems all work together through the Craniolsacral System and Lymph system ... I and now I see that in time my case will teach many things - once there are more curious Doctors who would like to learn from it.

#9) Over 3 + years now and I am still dealing with living with all these symptoms I have learned to live with. My goal is to do a HYDERGINE & WELLNESS study with who ever will do that one... and then one with Novartis to get a Clinical Study going to widening the use of the blessed non-toxic drug HYDERGINE
that I know and many of Doctors agree saved my life & brain.

Especially by taking it right after the car accident - otherwise I may not have been able to survive a re-bleed that makes each bleed more possible for more bleeds. Multiple in-head bleeds in my brainstem were found a year after the accident.

We know that the accident for sure made the cavernoma worse somehow because of the history of symptoms. Can it be proved - only in that how I healed it is by doing what would heal another bleed and by history the symptoms that started at the accident - then it makes sense. What doesn't make sense is that I have to wait to get the care I need until this can be proved when it is beyond what is currently known about cavernomas at this time - in the location where I have mine - the Ricticular Formation is still controversial and it was very affected in my case - so in time more will be understood as to what studying my medical case and what it has to offer Brainstem Research.

If you are a Doctor interested in the research collected with my medical case - I would love to be part of your research - as long as it supports my Integrative healing process and you have genuine interest in a wellness approach that heals from the inside out.
I am open to corrective procedures...
yet I am sure that I want to get super healthy again first before doing such a risky procedure that may cause more trouble than helping.

I KNEW I HAD TO HEAL FROM THE
COMPLICATED WHIPLASH INJURIES
FIRST - SO I DECIDED TO GIVE IT A YEAR & SEE
WHAT WAS THE CAVERNOMA & WHAT WAS THE WHIPLASH & HOW THE TWO WERE CONNECTED

I am seeking Doctors who are curious
and understand that they can help many other with my medical case that demonstrates how a wellness lifestyle kept me no having problems with my so called cavernous "malformation" also called a cavernoma. I know that the body is wise and the brain miraculous and that's because many of my so called "weakness" inspired me to focus on being super healthy all my life.

I followed my creative bliss...
and I know that it is wonder that heals us.
That joyful curiosity and love that responds
with the brain's plasticity.

And this is what allows healing to happen
anywhere in the body - yet especially in the brain.
It's time for everyone to understand how the body heals - then we can each discover an individual program of Wellness that includes many Superfoods & Supplements, Treatments,
Clean water, Organic Produce, & Hydergine.

(and/or other "Smart Drug" Nootropics - non-toxic brain balancers.)


And I learned about the new bill that just passed:
Traumatic Brain Injury Act of 2008
I looked so healthy still from a lifetime devoted
to being healthy - an ergonomic wellness lifestyle.
My injury was not understood as serious
because it was not seen and my symptoms were not understood because I looked so healthy and they did not know what to look for. Whiplash sometimes has many other symptoms that are complicated but it has never been so clear what those are.

This is a bill to help funds
ways to help people and learn and understand
more about TBI. I have learned a lot about dealing with it through dealing with it daily and I know what can help it to be much less ways for our brain's to actually heal and even get more mental abilities.

I am seeking Doctors who understand that it is important to learn about

how I lived through
multiple in-head bleeds in my brainstem?!?


THINK ABOUT IT.

I feel that it happened to me because God knew that I would speak up about the answers I found, the unjust process I was forced to go through, as it is well documented and known through SICKO.

It is about to change to Universal Health Care and we need to make sure it gives people Integrative options and has a ergonomic wellness approach to health - with preventative Integrative manual therapies and supplements.

Integrative Universal Healthcare sounds about right.

I found out that what makes the system harsh is how sick you have to get before they get concerned about your test results - they only treat when it gets back enough instead of what you can do to help it before it gets bad.

Medicine needs to take a step towards the inventor's mind - not just the scientific mind that aims to prove right or wrong usually when combined with the business mind. The Inventor's mind tests to find out what may be helpful to know - and yet knows he will learn either way and the healer only recommends what will do not harm and can always help in a holistic way.

 


When a cavernoma is in located the brainstem
it is life-threatening
especially where mine is located in the floor of the 4th ventricle.


T
he car accident caused a place that had recently bled to bleed again from the blow to the back of the head while twisted (reaching for the radio and eyes on the road) causing a whiplash in the neck & cranial nerve injuries - making a possibly life-threatening situation now - totally life-threatening.

There were many additional injuries with the all the symptoms of the whiplash
that included:
TBI, TMJ, and other cranial nerves injuries & other complications
that were connected to the cavernoma.

 


In time, my medical case can teach many things - once there are more curious Doctors who would like to learn from it. So I am taking good notes for those who feel that my case could benefit their research.

This is what I've found so far:

*Strokes & Hydergine
(acute & preventative care study)
Individualized Ergonomic Wellness Programs including a continuing educational approach to Integrative Medicine with Hydergine & ongoing Integrative Manual Therapy Treatments & Nutritional Lifestyle/Supplement Monitoring.

* Cavernomas bleeding from stress & trauma, In-Head bleeding from Injuries - inflammation from old blood & TBI
(Traumatic Brain Injury)

* Cavernomas & Keratin
(keratin is in hair and nails and a structural protein found in our genes & the cavernoma gene is connected with Keratin - KRIT1 - also called CCM)

*TMJ & Keratin Filled Tonsil Cysts (& Thyroid)
and how they are connected with stress - why people bit their nails & sometimes eat them - is it to get the needed keratin?

*Pontine Reticular Formation - the Endocrine Hormonal Aspects in symptoms & treatments
The Thyroid & Pons Connection




Here's the latest
in a nut shell - bird's eye view
on my medical/legal case:


I am praying for the woman who hit me in the whiplash car accident,
her lawyers, and our insurance company that we both share.
I have done so since the accident and even more so now that we know that it almost killed me
with an in-head brainstem bleed.
I still pray for them everyday -
that they know peace and
may be inspired to help those
with serious health needs
one day for what it will
awaken in them.
My case was too ahead of what was known by Doctors at the time.
(WE HAVE LEARNED MORE ABOUT
THE BRAIN IN THE LAST 5 YEARS
THAN IN THE LAST 5000.)
MRI's improved and more of the story was understood as time went on yet asking a Doctor to risk their career on my behalf - even when a Kaiser Neurosurgeon said it 100% bled due to the accident impact due to the double vision that occurred just after the accident - the truth will be known... perhaps not in the court of law where insurancism has made it near impossible to fight in the courts of law - even when everything you say is true. How can it be proved if it is beyond what is known. They can't even explain when I am not dead - if the multiple brainstem bleeds happened.
I have medically sound reasons why. I am seeking Doctors and patients and their families - really everyone who seeks to take back their own wellness - to listen to what I have learned about healing - after saving my life for nearly 4 years now... I have learned much and that is now my offering to you.

I had a background in Edgar Cayce
and had been part of many healing experiences... in the co-creation of healing that happens when two share a healing experience.
We all allow healing to happen by listening... and responding...
by caring and offering love where it is not being felt... even if it feels awkward.. I offer love to you the woman who hit me, to our insurance company, our lawyers and all my Doctors who did their best to understand what was beyond knowing at the time it happened and even still in mainstream circles.

THE ART OF RESEARCH
THE ART OF PRESENTATION

and it is still unfolding.

3+ years since the
accident....

After finally building up my strength
to make the trip down to
Southern California
(from the Bay Area where we live now)
to see the Doctors my insurance company wanted me to see for the mediation -
I had a sharp chest pain the day we were
to leave and spent the day instead
checking it out at Kaiser's with an EKG & other tests to make sure I was OK to go.

This trip had been cancelled
2 times before due to severe symptoms I've been having
more & more.

Also it is important to say that doing all the paperwork for this law suit has been
so hard for me with TBI -
it is totally toxic to have someone doubt your injury while you are doing all you can
to save your life let alone when TBI is making it even harder to do statements that are right to say when brain research is still largely un-provable at this point.
My health case will be studied one day.
I should have not survived and yet did.

So that is why I built this web site - to offer my understandings of how the body heals when we listen to our own body wisdom and how that approach can help to heal anything -
even something as serious
as multiple brainstem bleeds.

This is what I have taught others for years as a Wellness Consultant & Yoga Teacher.
How to listen...by learning the language of how you body speaks to you with all it's symptoms -
I listening and against all odds I am healing... HOW & WHY will be of more interest in as the integrated body
is more understood through
INTEGRATIVE MEDICINE.

It has been established by my Integrative Neurologist not to take planes that may complicate my brain condition -
so we had to drive for 8 hours -
with lots of stops - we went very slowly.
I was exhausted just driving down there -
still recovering from the sharp chest pain -
my Kaiser Doctor had OKed me to go
but told me to be very careful.

The insurance company usually offers air fair to come be seen by their Doctors so instead we were offered a hotel and we thought they had gotten us a good hotel near the water
in La Jolla.

However, it turns out - it was
a hotel that had been doing construction for quite a while and the room next door to our room was being worked on - that room -
on every floor
(with Earthquake retrofitting or something)
so changing rooms would not have helped.
They did offered us a room 3 doors down and
it was just as loud there and we didn't have the energy to move everything for
not that much better sound anyway.

Unfortunately, we did not have the money for another hotel and I was too exhausted to move
or do anything about it.

My head was pounding so much from the drilling and pounding that we were forced to endure due to the construction in the hotel they gave us to prepare us for the upcoming mediation - then add the long hours of testing while I was unable to rest like I do everyday with naps & baths throughout the day and all my symptoms were much worse all this was very bad for my fragile health condition & LIFE OF CONTINUOUS HEADACHES & NAUSEA.
I became weaker as the days progressed and
we tried to stay out of the hotel as much as possible and that was really hard to do also.


We had many things planned that got changed because I was feeling worse & worse
from the loud noises that made my headaches that I live with so much worse.

By the Tuesday 8:30 am mediation after
many days of staying in hotel construction -
an 8 hour testing session and seeing other Doctors... I was beyond exhausted.


I was told by my own insurance company
who I thought was asking about my health needs because ultimately they wanted
to help me to get the care I needed -
and still need now.

I thought they wanted to know I was really hurt. It was such a rude awakening when at the mediation - we found out they did not care that
I was their customer for
20+ years. In their eyes,
I was their adversary now.
For simply asking for the money
they promised if I really needed it - due to the accident impact -
that they would be there for me.

I had to rest on the floor with pillows most of the time during the mediation.
My head was throbbing after 5 days of staying among the construction - I was in no shape
to speak for myself so I was not part of the "negotiation" where my lawyer was told many things medically that were untrue -
that defended them in this
very low settlement offer.

THEY SPOIKE FOR THE DOCTOR I SAW FOR 20 minutes who they said - said:
the whiplash was healed and all other symptoms were caused from my "birth defect" the cavernoma that is always "oozing"
blood all the time.

My medical case is very complicated to follow yet if your are interested it all makes sense.

My current Doctors understood that and took the time to add up the pathology of what would happen if there had been a re-bleed from the IMPACT of the complicated Whiplash accident and once they began treating me for that -
I began to heal. So it kept the whiplash from healing fully... yet both the whiplash and the cavernoma rebleeding is caused from the same IMPACT of the whiplash car accident.

 


As we drove home from San Diego after the mediation - I was so low energy.
Again, this is due to being forced to stay in a hotel doing construction that made my severe symptoms get worse while I was exhausted from traveling and and the whole time we were there I was feeling weaker and weaker and then this happened when we got home.

I almost died in my husband's arms
and after being gone for a few minutes - I came back to life repeating again & again:

"I am in service,
I am in service...
"

I had the worst pins & needles
when I came back from blacking out.
I have never fainted before in my life...
but I have been around those who have and
I know that it usually doesn't hurt like that
to come back.

Again, I took HYDERGINE
& rested a lot that day.

I may not be here long at this point yet my friends and family have said they will continue with all my case has to offer change - both medically & to change the toxic legal process that is as far
as one might go in the opposite direction
of the healing process.


I now see that what I was paying my insurance company for - our "coverage"
just in case of something serious happened for 20 + years -
when I needed it - and made my first claim - I see it was only there if they decide it is.

When I bought my insurance I was told that if I was really seriously hurt and needed care that they would be there for you. So it sounded reasonable to prove you were really hurt.
So that is what I did.

And I found Doctors who understood what happened to me... and we began to discover HOW the accident really hurt me. I did so because I wanted to heal from the accident and get back to my wonderful busy life. Then, with my
3rd MRI I was being told I needed brainstem surgery. I still had many symptoms that had started when
the car accident impact happened.
I WANTED TO HEAL FROM THE WHIPLASH ACCIDENT FIRST BEFORE ATEMPTING SUCH A RISKY OPPERATION.

Because my injury was in-head injury that was not understood until it was found with my first MRI - almost a year after the accident - my Doctors and I did not really know what was the cavernoma and what was the accident injuries. Once it was found that I had a serious need for care - and needed brainstem surgery that was when my insurance company
I paid for 20 years to cover me...
told me I needed to sue the woman
WHO HIT ME to fight for my care and they began to defend her.

The thing is... I was told to prove what was at that time and may still be beyond what Doctors know about the brain - so I have been doing all I can do to learn brainstem research about what might save my life and find those Doctors who can help me to do that.

MY INSURANCE COMPANY admits I am really hurt but says it is not the car accident injuries - that they have healed - and now it is only the cavernoma symptoms
I am dealing with.


Interesting how this perspective absolves them from the care they promise their customers.


However, under
EGGSHELL SKULL RULE -
they are responsible
- not to ruin my life further with a law suit... with the last bit of strength I have I am doing it to tell the truth of what has happened to me.
Like so many other SICKO examples of this cruel business ethic that's not doing what's promised us when
we sign up - caring for us in case something happens and we need to make a claim.

I want to believe that do care that I may die... or need care to help rebuild my life with help for the care I still need
and will need
for the rest of my life.


I seek justice here and
I know it is about to change.
I seek to offer my story
in honor of that change.


I am dedicated to doing
all I can to be one of
the last ones
who will have to
go through this fighting for the care I need because
someone hit me.


I am focusing on being
grateful for being alive.
And allowing my story
to help healthcare to change.


IT IS IMPORTANT TO NOTE THAT:

all my symptoms showed as a result of the the accident impact - that is when my life got painful and and I have been saving my life every since.

I am offering my findings to
Dr. Chikly's TBI Iraq Vet Study
And as a call to all Doctors doing brain research

to help in the widening of
the FDA use for HYDERGINE
to include many neurological needs along with
the Hydergine & Strokes abstract
that Dr. Kurn is collecting research for.


 

MOST IMPORTANTLY ALL MY BRAIN RESEARCH HAS LEAD ME TO KNOW DOCTORS WHO CAN HELP ME YET I DON'T HAVE MONEY FOR THIER CARE.

Upledger's Clinic I know has the latest understandings for my particular case involving the spine and brainstem that I have found so far on my journey healing from the inside out by learning all I could and understanding what my body was asking for with each symptom. And being grateful for everything and everyone who has been there for me.

Until I can get to Dr. Upledger in Florida...
I am on A SLOW BUT STEADY
COURSE OF HEALING SUPPORT THAT I HAVE OFFERED OTHERS FOR YEARS.. CYCLES OF:
BUILDING, CLEANSING, & ENERGETICS

So my new Doctors & I pieced it all together my history of symptoms since the accident -
lead them and what my physical therapist found and helped them to see. Then they really looked at it all - it showed what would have happened if there had been another bleed at my cavernoma at the accident.
My new Doctors also understand how the accident caused a greater need for surgery and very well may have killed me if I had not taken HYDERGINE right after the accident.
I also took it later that night - after a nosebleed that let me know something more serious had happened at the accident - I am just not a nose bleeder type. It began to make sense once my new Doctors took the time to add up all the clues that make sense to a knowledgeable Doctor & they call this:
Evidence Based
Research

 

WHO KNOWS IF I WILL SURVIVE THE PROCESS OF ASKING FOR THE CARE I NEED - YET MY GOAL NOW IT TO STOP THIS AS
"THE PROCESS TO GET CARE"
FOR THOSE IN MY POSTION.

LET ME BE ONE OF THE LAST ONES TO HAVE TO FIGHT FOR CARE WHILE
STILL SAVING MY LIFE.

I KNOW WE CAN DO BETTER THAN THIS AND I AM WILLING TO DO ALL I CAN TO
INSPIRE MANY OTHERS TO ALSO TAKE BACK OUR CIVIL RIGHTS AS THE CONSTITUTION CLEARLY SAYS IT IS OUR DUTY TO DO IF UNETHICAL POLICIES ARE BEING FOLLOWED.

IF LOOPHOLES & TECHNICAL PROCEDURE IS KEEPING THOSE WITH VALID NEEDS FROM CARE - THEN NEW PROCEDURES NEEDS TO BE ESTABLISHED.
THERE IS NO MORE TIME TO WASTE ON USING THE MONEY CUSTOMERS GIVE THEM AGAIST THOSE SAME CUSTOMERS
IF THEY ASK FOR CARE THEY NEED DUE TO AN ACCIDENT. HEALTHCARE NEEDS TO REFORM INTO A SERVICE THAT IS AN ETHICAL ONE - BOTH HEALTHY & CARING IN HOW THEY GO ABOUT OFFERING CARE -
WHEN DOCOTRS ARE SAYING CARE IS NEEDED DUE TO THE ACCIDENT IMPACT.

THE TIME IT TAKES TO FIGHT FOR CARE -
COULD BE ALL THE TIME I HAVE LEFT
..

NOW IS THAT ALL AMERICAN HEALTHCARE HAS TO OFFER?

I SEE THE UNITED STATES WITH A NEW
Integrative Universal Health Care
& Wellness Plan.

where we see Doctors as Teachers and
Ergonomic Wellness
is taught in schools and honored
in both schools & workplaces.

Where Integrative manual therapy treatments
are part of weekly maintenance in wellness
- for everyone - before problems arise.

TEACHING FIRST AID & WELLNESS IN ALL SCHOOLS

ATTENTION:
IF SOMEONE YOU KNOW HAS HAD
A SIMPLE WHIPLASH ACCIDENT
PLEASE GET AN MRI!!!
AND FOR TBI, IN-HEAD BLEEDS
& STROKES... TAKE HYDERGINE!!!

GET THE HIGHEST MED PAY - PER ACCIDENT POSSIBLE

In-head bleeds, TBI, and various other brain related needs including all kinds of "Learning Disabilities"
are combined with a Wellness approach that includes individual nutritional & lifestyle needs with all kinds of
creativity and life skills, including communications of our emotional needs, and other collaboration & community skills & understandings. All of this is part of a healthy lifestyles that needs to be for everyone -
not just the ones who can afford it.

There is a more sustainable approach to living
and together we need to find it and make it happen.
It's time to start getting Americans off of harmful toxic
neurological drugs and onto HYDERGINE
(and other non-toxic nootropics, adaptogens, & antioxidents,
&
other food-based & a Wellness Lifestyle
that includes support towards eating superfoods,
organic produce, and healthy whole foods & supplements
along with ergonomic living and exercising from a place of joy
as my yoga did for so many years for me -
all in a gradual way as seen by them and their Doctors.

I know how helpful HYDERGINE could be if the use
were widened now in America
as we recover from the war and learn the ways of peace.


 

HERE IS THE SUMMARY...
YOU FOUND IT!
MY BRAIN MY EDUCATION


A few months after the accident, I saw it was going to take longer to heal than I thought so I started to study
Clinical Hypnotherapy for the constant pain I was in and it really helped me.
I had a 30 year yoga practice and even had developed my own yoga set: YOGADANCE FLOW that I was in pre-production with the DVD with my Intermediate Class.
So I started doing BathYoga... and have been doing it ever since. In the bath I can meditate - it is the only place
I am not in pain... so I took baths up to 3 or 4x's a day.

I went on to earn an MA in Clinical Hypnotherapy

from Internationally Accredited (WAUC)
Huntington Pacific University.

Specializing in: Clinical Medical Hypnotherapy (CMH)
to help with all my many medical conditions.


While in recovery I have developed many tools out of need:

I had remembered a tool from deep in my past that was based
on a Jinshin Jitzu self healing treatment (
Morning Flow) that I have evolved with prayers, songs, chakra focuses and other meanings & mantras for each location,
Now I use it for first aid as needed for pain and spasms and have come up with lay outs for others that are custom to their needs so they can become the healer in their lives.
Doing the Acupressure Point Harmonization Morning Flow
first thing is both a diagnostic & self healing tool.
A morning prayer for attunement harmonization
of gratitude for another day.

I also
became certified in EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique)
and wrote a song to the tapping movements:
BLESSINGS & APPRECIATIONS

I went on earning my Ph.D. in Motivational Psychology
also from Huntington Pacific University.
After doing all the course work I have been working on my dissertationwith my focus: Co-Creative Education that is based on my Transparenting Material.

Transprenting is a growing collection of inspirations of parenthood within, with my son & husband & others I began to teach in my different classes & as a Wellness Consultant
over the years. Knowing that anyone I teach
equally teaches me....
it is a co-creative process we share.

Keeping myself centered on healing through this car accident recovery with all that came after has proved to be
Motivational Psychology in action and
all my Transparenting concepts keep growing deeper.
All the course work again, proved to help me in so many ways just as the Hypnotherapy focus had with practical tools for physical pain. Now I was empowering the understandings of deep relaxation & the brain with my concepts of:
INNER MOTIVATION + SELF DISCIPLINE
= SELF EMPOWERMENT.

I told the chancellor of my school about having to set my dissertation aside - while saving my life since this accident
turned out to be more complicated... and now life threatening.

I told him how I had been doing brain research ongoing and had studied all I could about the brain and spine and their connection through studying: CranioSacral Therapy & Lymph Drainage Therapy & Brain Nuclei Technique and Energetic Medicine courses with Carolyn Myss & Norm Shealy as well as my own Reiki and my own
Acupressure Point Harmonization Technique

I also told him how I found out my Tonsil Cyst was not infected when Doctors lanced it - it was filled with Keratin/Calcium.
With the tons of pain after the lancing - I realized it must have been offering nutrients up and down my spine from the top of my head to my tail bone where I had pain. I felt so much pain in my Thyroid that I did not have before so it must of been protecting it. I found out New Zealand made a digestible keratin from wool and ordered KeratinFLX (a combo with MSM that makes Keratin, & other herbs) and I felt so much relief when putting it on the tonsil that was lanced.
This meant that the role of the tonsil was to offer nutrients up and down the spine - stored in a cyst
if need be - yet also taking nutrients from what we eat as we chew it goes to where it is needed through the tonsils to the spine.

Then I find a medical abstract that states:

More than 100 mutations that cause cerebral cavernous malformations have been identified in the KRIT1 gene.

So lack of the Keratin1 protein causes
cerebral cavernous malformations - therefore it is likely that giving it that nutrient would help it.

I was giving my body so many Superfood nutrients it was making keratin & Calcium out of it all.
Now I take a calcium combo (Bone Up)

& a Keratin Combo (KeratinFLX)

So I AM PROOF OF THE NUTRIENT - DNA CONNECTION.

MY THEORY: IF WE GIVE THE BODY WHAT IT NEEDS
IT WILL MAKE WHAT WE NEED OUT OF IT -
OUR BODY IS THE BEST CHEMIST.
TAKE ADAPTOGENS, ANTIOXIDANTS, & NOOTROPICS
THEY ARE NON-TOXIC & ADJUSTS TO BODY NEEDS.

Then my thyroid then was found to have
Hypothyroidism - that healed in only 4 months

(TSH Blood Test Showed: Oct 08 - 7.9 - Feb 09 3.7)
and how that healed my TBI symptoms along with the HYDERGINE that kept it mild along with all kinds of superfoods - listening to my symptoms & responding - remaining intuitive while testing to track the progress and see results scientifically. Yet mostly, continually doing brain research
from a place of mystery... using my wonder & curiosity...

and awe in discovering how the body heals...
and that's what heals the brain.
So learning what would heal my brian... healed my brain.

Because of this web site that documents
the process of saving my life through
Integrative Medicine
he offered me a :
Honorary Doctorate for my Brain Research & Findings
officially called a:

Doctor of Science
in
Integrative Medicine
with contributions in
Longevity & Brain Nutrition

I found out later that the high amounts of
Nitric Oxide in my blood helped a great deal when taking HYDERGINE. when the brain bleeds happened & ongoing to keep my brain safe. This is why Hydergine with a wellness lifestyle is what is the most potent form of Hydergine.

And for healing my TBI with Nutrition & New Thought
that connects with Brain plasticity and life long learning from interest and curiosity builds neuropathways and this is what allow for recall. We need to alter our educational system to reflect this about the brain and I am dedicated to
Education & Healthcare reform.


Getting people off toxic legal drugs and onto natural alternatives & treatments.
If you can heal from multiple brainstem bleed with whiplash...
you can heal all mood and learning imbalances with neutron that works with the body - instead of against it.

Masking the symptoms does not help to heal it.
We need to listen to our symptoms and body wisdom the synergy of many wonderful offering of superfood nutrients
and organic whole foods.

THE HIGHEST QUALITY OF WHAT WE CRAVE!
and let the body figure out what it needs..
as we monitor results and our water supply is needing
to be cleansed of it - or we will all are taking those drugs
when we use tap water... it is time to clean the water.
It is now possible and needed - as the glaciers melt we have more water - cleaning the water now would also help us to keep it at the best level while we get energy from it, salt, and ammonia.. Solar Desalination Electric Power Plant
is a way we can do it... really.

Let us bless the water!

 


 



CHECK OUT THE UN STATEMENT ON IT:

The United Nations Universal Declaration of Human Rights Article 25
"Everyone has the right to a standard of living adequate for the health and well-being of himself and of his family, including food, clothing, housing and medical care and necessary social services, and the right to security in the event of unemployment, sickness, disability, widowhood, old age or other lack of livelihood in circumstances beyond his control."

This is what happened to me -
yet it is my choice not to live in anger or fear...
this accident changed my life and I needed to know how
so I could heal it.

 

This is what scientist found when they helped the Navy Seals to over come their fear & panic reactions:

1. Goal Setting
My goal once I was pretty sure I would not be teaching yoga real soon... was to earn my Masters in Hypnotherapy for the pain I was in and to visualize it healing.

2. Mental Rehearsal
After years of yoga visualizations - I felt it was a career I could still do and also the visualizations helped so much with the healing I needed - to communicate with my CNS & PNS. This allowed me to center & relax when my my body said otherwise.

3. Self Talk
I had studied 3 years of New Thought training and that was after over 30 years of yoga and meditation. I was naturally a very positive person - yet I had also filled my head with many tools - I had a lot to draw upon.

4. Arousal control - long exhales relaxes the body - focusing strategy - a yoga practice is all about the breath... and using it for deep relaxation, focus, and cleansing. Acupressure Point Harmonization really helped.

THIS IS EVERYTHING I DID -
AND CONTINUE TO DO
TO HEAL THE TBI
FROM THE ACCIDENT.

My son has me doing Wii FIt, Wii Brainage
& Ninja Reflexes, and others that are helping so much... I highly recommend using this for TBI recovery as long as games are chosen carefully.

I AM NOW A CASE STUDY OFFERING WHAT I LEARNED
TO AN IRAQ VETS &
OTHERS HEALING TBI.

 



2 Weeks before the Accident - our sons 8th Birthday.

 
Only a Integrative Neurologist understood the whole scope of my symptoms...

Whiplash+ with Cranial Nerve Injuries & mild TBI - complicated by old blood contamination from the re-bleed at the car accident.
This was backed up by the multiple bleeds found at the pons cavernoma at my 3rd
(more powerful) MRI.

Living a healthy organic ergonomic wellness lifestyle allowed me -
along with taking HYDERGINE right when I came home from the accident
and ongoing since - TO SURVIVE - the multiple bleeds in my brainstem.

My multiple bleeds in my brainstem was not seen for 2 years after the car accident
when I got my 3rd MRI when they told me I needed the risky brainstem operation.

But nothing was more stressful when I decided to heal from the accident more first to prepare for the operation.
And that was when all my Doctors a the time and practitioners resigned out of liability
now that a real serious problem
was finally found.

I SURVIVED by making my whole life about my recovery ever since, from the whiplash that included several Cranial Nerve Injuries (CN5 (TMJ,left Earaches, left temple headache), CN6 (Double Vision), CN7 (smile expression - My MD told me that the reason that my smile was not taken away after the accident - was because it goes up the face - to make smile expressions and so it was NOT affected by a blow to the back of the head like the other 3 that go up the back of the head) and last but not least CN8 (vertigo and nausea) - that all have nerve roots
in the pons.

Interesting... hugh?
 

It is time we upgrade our standard of life -
not just for those who can afford it
these are basic needs - for everyone.
Ergonomic Wellness
is a human right.. . not a luxury.
Ergonomic Wellness in the workplace,
and in the schools and in homes
through Ergonomic Wellness Education taught in school
and Doctors seen as Teacher.

 

 

Aliah's Discovery & Recovery Insights for Healthcare, Education, & Civil Rights:


The accident happened and my life changed.
I wasn't healing like I should... it had to be more serious than just a whiplash... finally I found out that I had had
an in-head brainstem bleed due to the impact...
I had to find out my civil rights!


THE FACE OF ACTIVISM HAS CHANGED!
WATCH JON STEWART OF COMEDY CENTRAL'S DAILY SHOW
TO LEARN THE ART OF DISARMING THE BULLY!
HE IS BRILLIANT AT IT... AND HELPING TO SHAPE OUR WORLD WITH
INSIGHT, EVOLUTIONARY COMEDY, & KINDNESS.
HE REMAINS KIND... AS HE USES ELOQUANCE TO ASK THE REAL QUESTIONS
AND CONTINUALLY SHOWS THE HYPNOCROSY OF LEADERS SO BRILLIANTLY -
MAKING THEIR BEHAVIOR UNCOOL.
EVERYONE WANTS TO BE COOL.... AND "STEWART-SHIP" MEANS
CARING FOR THE EARTH & EVERYONE ON IT... JON HAS SHOWN US THAT:
KINDNESS IS THE NEW COOL.
& EVOLUTIONARY COMEDY THE MOST POWERFUL TOOL FOR IT.

THANK GOD FOR THE COMEDY OF THE DAILY SHOW...
THAT SHOWS US THAT WE NEED TO SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING
TO CHANGE IT - YET WE NEED TO KNOW
WE DESERVE A BETTER LIFE & BIG BUSINESS HAS TO BE ETHICAL..
OR OTHER ETHICAL BUSINESS WILL TAKE THEIR PLACE.

I FOUND OUT THERE WERE MANY LAWS WRITTEN TO HELP PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO ARE BEING FORCED TO FIGHT FOR CARE WHILE THEY ARE SAVING THEIR LIVES - LIKE: EGGSHELL SKULL RULE & THE TBI ACT OF 2008
AND THE FACT THAT SHE HIT ME... FROM BEHIND.
AND SO SHE IS "AT FAULT" IN THE EYES OF THE LAW.

BUT THE LAW HAS BEEN HIGHJACKED BY INSURANCISM!

I NOW SEE - UP CLOSE & PERSONAL HOW
MY OWN INSURANCE COMPANY SPENT ALL THE MONEY I HAD GIVEN THEM FOR 20+ YEARS AGAINST ME WHILE I SAVED MY LIFE.


BUT THAT'S NOT WHAT THEY SAY
IN THEIR ADDS ON TV! GOSH NO!

I FOUND OUT THE HARD WAY
THAT THEY SPEND ALL THE MONEY
WE GIVE THEM ON DEFENDING THEMSELVES NOT TO GIVE US MONEY EVEN IF THEY ADMIT THAT YOU REALLY ARE HURT AND NEED IT - BY MAKING US FORCE OUR DOCTORS TO STAND UP TO THEM -
IN RECORDS FIRST & THEN TO
COME TO A COURT ROOM
& TESTIFY IN OUR BEHALF.

AFTER TONS OF MONEY & ENERGY & TIME
TO GET THROUGH MEDICAL SCHOOL
WHY SHOULD A DOCTOR THREATEN
HIS /HER WHOLE MEDICAL PRACTICE
FOR JUST ONE PATIENT?


I FORGIVE ALL MY DOCTORS ALONG THE WAY.

I UNDERSTAND THAT THE SYSTEM FORCES THEM INTO ACTING LIKE LAWYERS...
JUST TO PROTECT THEMSELVES.
THIS IS NOT A GOOD SETTING
FOR PEOPLE TO HEAL OR FOR DOCTORS
TO HELP THEM DO SO.

BESIDES THAT, NO ONE IS A BLANK SLATE
AT THE TIME OF AN ACCIDENT.
IT IS ALWAYS WHERE YOU ARE AT
+
THE ACCIDENT IMPACT
THAT WILL BE WHAT NEEDS TO HEAL.
INSURANCE AS IT IS PRACTICED USED THIS FACT AGAINST THE PERSON "INSURED".

DOCTOR ARE PLACED IN A POSITION TO PROVE WHICH IS WHICH (ACCIDENT IMPACT & WHAT WAS THERE BEFORE THAT MIGHT HAVE GOTTEN EFFECTED BY THE IMPACT & TO WHAT DEGREE) & IF IT IS REALLY SUPER COMPLICATED - SUCH AS MINE - WITH TBI & THE BRAIN... IT IS ALL TOO MUCH & THEY JUST DON'T GET TOO INVOLVED.

I SEE NOW THAT THE WHOLE SITUATION IS SET UP SO THAT YOU DON'T GET THE CARE YOU NEED BECAUSE YOU ARE ASKING FOR THE CARE YOU NEED & ONLY TO FIND THAT THEY NEVER PLANNED TO GIVE YOU THE CARE YOU NEED EVEN IF YOU ARE ABLE TO PROVE THE NEED IS DUE TO THE ACCIDENT IMPACT WHEN YOU FIND DOCTORS WHO WILL TESTIFY ON YOUR BEHALF - THEY WILL DO WHATEVER THEY HAVE TO DO TO MAKE SURE THEY DON'T HAVE TO PAY YOU THE MONEY YOU NEED.. AND FELT YOU WERE PROMISED IN ALL THEIR ADVERTISMENTS.

THIS IS NOT FAIR:
ETHICALLY, MORALLY, & THE FEAR FOR DOCTORS IS REAL JUST AS THE DEBT I LIVE IN DUE TO THE ACCIDENT THAT WAS CAUSED BY SOMEONE HITTING ME WITH THE SAME INSURANCE COMPANY - SO I LOST ALL THE SUPPORT
THEY PROMISED ME
WHEN SHE HIT ME &
ALMOST KILLING ME
WITH A BRAINSTEM BLEED DUE TO THE
IMPACT & THE OTHER WHIPLASH INJURIES
THAT KEEP ME FROM MY YOGA PRACTICE
& EVERY ASPECT OF LIFE I KNEW & LOVED
WAS EFFECTED... AND WITH NO MONEY
I WAS FORCED TO FIGHT MY OWN INSURANCE COMPANY FOR THE CARE I STILL NEED
FOR THE OPERATION & AFTER CARE - IF I SURVIVE.

THE BLEED AT THE ACCIDENT IS WHAT CAUSED MY NEED FOR THE OPERATION ...

(AFTER LAWYER & LEINS)
WAS LESS THAN 5K FOR CARE
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
CARE I STILL NEED DUE TO THIS
ACCIDENT IMPACT.

PLESE SIR, CAN I HAVE SOME MORE?
Apparently not!

What if Oliver Twist made a documentary about the orphange?

I THOUGHT I COULD ASK THEM TO RAISE MY MEDPAY WITHOUT HAVING TO DO
A VERY UNHEALTHY - SUPER DRAINING & IN THE END ALMOST KILLING ME
LAW SUIT AGAINST THE PERSON WHO HIT ME?
WHY DO I HAVE TO SUE HER WHEN IT WAS THEM AGAINST ME... WHY CAN'T I SUE THE INSURANCE COMPANY FOR PUTTING US UP IN A HOTEL DOING CONSTRUCTION FOR THE MEDIATION & TO SEE THEIR DOCTORS... I CAME HOME & BLACKECD OUT... AND MY DOUBLE VISION RETURNED AND HAS BEEN WITH ME FOR 6 MONTHS NOW.
I HAD IT CHECKED OUT... IT IS NOT THE EYE OR A DEGENERATIVE THING... IT IS MY EYE MUSCLE AT MY LEFT TEMPLE... WHERE I GET MOST OF MY HEADACHES.
THIS IS NOT THE CAVERNOMA (ALTHOUGH MAY BE REALTATED SOMEHOW) IT IS FROM AN INJURY.
AND I KNOW IT CAN HEAL... IT IS FROM THE ACCIDENT IMPACT THAT HIT THE BACK OF MY HEAD AT THE HEADREST AND THE FRONT OF MY HEAD HIT THE SKULL.
I WAS REACHING FOR THE RADIO & KEEPING MY EYE ON THE LIGHT - FULLY STOPPED SHE PUSHED MY CAR INTO THE INTERSECTION - SHE WAS TRYING TO MAKE A LIGHT THAT HAD TURNED RED - SHE SAID SHE DID NOT SEE ME STOPPED AT THE LIGHT - SHE WAS CHANGING LANES & THE SUN WAS IN HER EYES AT SUNSET FACING WEST.

WHILE THERE IS A DOCTORS VS. PATIENTS THING THAT HAPPENS IN THE 20 min. or less they give you to say why you are seeing Doctors...
now add that you have TBI and more symptoms than I can even remember to tell them about. Either they thought I was going to die or there was nothing really wrong with me. Neither are true.

WHAT I FOUND OUT:

EITHER WAY THE INSURANCE COMPANY WILL FIND A LOOP HOLE NOT TO GIVE YOU THE MONEY THEY PROMISED IF YOU NEEDED CARE DUE TO A CAR ACCIDENT.

MINE WAS A CAVERNOMA THAT BLED...
DUE TO STROKE THAT WAS NOT UNDERSTOOD AS SUCH. IT WAS DUE TO A 4 MONTHS PRIOR BLEED THAT HAD HEALED VERY FAST AND WAS THOUGHT TO BE BELLS PALSY - BUT WAS LATER UNDERSTOOD TO BE A MILD STROKE THAT HEALED IN JUST 9 DAYS!

IT WAS HEALED BUT STILL VULNERABLE AND WITH THE WHIPLASH ACCIDENT IMPACT - IT BLED AGAIN.

IT TOOK TIME TO UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED TO ME - MRI'S GOT BETTER & BETTER & I FOUND NEW DOCTORS WHO CARED ABOUT ME MORE THAN THE LAW SUIT & UNDERSTOOD HEALING THROUGH INTEGRATIVE MEDICINE.

AFTER I GOT MY 10K MEDPAY - I WAS TOLD BY MY INSURANCE COMPANY THAT I WOULD HAVE TO FIGHT FOR ANY MORE CARE I NEEDED. I STRETCHED IT OUT OVER 2 YEARS AT THAT POINT I WAS TOLD I NEEDED BRAINSTEM SURGERY...
BUT DOCTOR'S WERE NOT ABLE TO SAY
THE BRAINSTEM BLEED WAS
DUE TO THE CAR ACCIDENT IMPACT
WHICH WOULD BUY THEM GOING TO TRIAL ON MY BEHALF.

MY OWN INSURANCE COMPANY THAT SAID THEY WOULD BE THERE FOR ME IF I WAS IN SERIOUS CONDITION DUE TO AN ACCIDENT IMPACT + A PRIOR STROKE THAT HAD HEALED ONLY 4 MONTHS BEFORE IT
YET I WAS STILL VULNERABLE TO A RE-BLEED
AND TOGETHER THESE TWO COMBINED WITH MY FIGHT TO GET CARE - NEARLY KILL ME.

 

RE-Cap of it all from a legal perspective:

I was moving while working...
when my 9 day loss of smile on right side .. happened.

I took Hydergine, did Acupuncture,
& Trigger Point Injections with HEEL Homeopathics,
and doing massage on it & Reiki, &
doing other Energetic Medicine.

It was thought to be caused from stress and to be Bells Palsy at the time.

It turned out to be understood later by many Doctors
as a a small stroke due to the numbness down my right arm that came & went and was gone by the time the accident happened.

It had healed quickly and I went right back to work
as a Yoga Teacher/Wellness Consultant
Comedy Traffic School Instructor and
New Thought Musician who was playing all around the area at festivals, cafes, and New Thought Services, and was just hired at the start of 2005 to be a Musical Director where I was writing songs for them and using my own material at the services.

Later, it was found that - the cavernoma had bleed only a few months before the accident at the smile loss and was vulnerable still
(for up to 2 years) for another bleed.

My first MRI was almost a year
after the car accident.

My 3rd one was done on the best MRI's available at the time 07 showed "multiple bleeds"
and my current MRI's at Kaiser 08 & 09
shows that the cavernoma has been stable since the accident and that it was the injury from the accident that caused the bleed and my
very healthy wellness lifestyle all my life that prevented any bleeds from every happening to me.

If fact, the cavernoma and what ever health needs of my body were what focused me on being a healthy vegetarian at the young age of 13.
And after a life of dance moving on to yoga at 16... and continuing being an active healthy person - high energy & very creative - all my life.

AT THE POINT OF IMPACT:
At the point of impact - I was twisted
(reaching for the radio and
keeping my eye on the light)
and I found out from my Doctors that that makes a more severe injury - so it really hurt me. Yet 3 years into from the impact of the accident because of location of my cavernoma that bled and
the double vision
I had after the accident for 6 weeks or so.

I have been living with double vision again for a few months now - after I went down to do some Dr. visits for my insurance company and the "medication". They offered plane fare... my Doctor agreed no planes for a while with my condition. I had to build up my strength to go there for them... 2 times it had to be canceled due to my health condition that was improving with my daily dedicated life of recovery.

They offered a hotel... we needed it because our money was low after years of me not working and costing much more medical needs .
They put us up in a nice hotel in La Jolla...
or so we thought... till we arrived to find them doing construction.
Earthquake retrofitting next door on every floor.
We had no money to go to another hotel...
the pounding and drilling... long Dr. visits...
and the drive down & back
caused me to black out when we got home and
to have double vision again now for months - the sign to check on the cavernoma
according to my Kaiser Neurosurgeon
.
MY LATEST MRI SAID THE CAVERNOMA IS STABLE BUT IT IS SLIGHTLY BIGGER. I PRAY THAT AFTER SOME TIME WITHOUT THE LAW SUIT... I WILL DO MORE CLEANSING TO GET THE DRAINAGE OUT & STRINK IT DOWN INTO REABSORBTION.
IT DOESN't WORK I WILL NEED TO DO THE OPERATION & MAY NOT SURVIVE.

 


IT IS IMPORTANT TO NOTE THAT:
SO ALL OF MY INJURIES SINCE THE ACCIDENT ADDED UP TO BOTH WHIPLASH INJURIES & THE SECOND BLEED OF THE CAVERNOMA DUE TO THE IMPACT AT THE COMPLICATED WHIPLASH CAR ACCIDENT -

AND THAT WAS WHY
THE SURGERY WAS NEEDED -

FROM ALL THE SYMTOMS I WAS HAVING & THE FACT THAT EACH BLEED MAKES IT MORE LIKELY TO BLEED AGAIN & THAT COULD BE LIFE THREATENING IF AGAIN IT DID.

MY OWN INSURANCE COMPANY HAS FORCED ME TO HAVE TO FIGHT
FOR THE PRAYER OF CARE...
THEY MAY NEVER INTEND TO GIVE ME -
WITH THE LAST BIT OF STRENGTH I HAVE.

DOES THAT SOUND OFF
TO ANYONE ELSE OUT THERE?

THE LAW AS IT IS PRACTICED TODAY IS SO TOXIC FOR ANYONE WHO IS INJURED.IT SHOULDN'T HAVE TO BE THAT IT ALMOST KILLED US JUST TO ASK FOR THE CARE THAT IS NEEDED.

PLEASE SIR, CAN I HAVE SOMEMORE..?!?!

I GUESS NOT!

By the time the mediation was happening
I was laying down on the floor for most of it -
unable to speak for myself as they offered me less than 1/2 of my 10K MedPay- for an accident that was not my fault and almost killed me.

HOW?


1. Kaiser Doctors are exempt
from the law process.

So the Kaiser Neurosurgeon can say
my cavernoma bled 100% from the accident impact in his report
and unless he comes to the court room to stand up for my injuries...
it was like he never said it to them.

2. Doctors are afraid to defend to from the insurance companies because they go after their competency
as a Doctor for why the patient is are healing -
rather than there being a bad injury
due to the accident impact.

3. The brainstem bleed was not understood until late in the process due to MRI's getting better & better as time went on in the last 4 years come April 5th 2009.


It is time TBI (Traumatic Brain Injury) is more understood. And I have many having healed better than most in a pretty fast time... and may even avoid surgery all together... I have learned so much about Integrative Medicine I was given an Honnorary Doctorate in Integrative Medicine for saving my brian by using my brain - doing brain research & giving my brain all the nutrients & positive energy it needed to heal that will be in:
LOVING CARE AND FEEDING
OF OUR BRILLIANT BRAIN


The TBI ACT of 2008 was passed
to get more answers for TBI.
The first one needs to be that people with TBI need more care in the legal system... that is already unjust... and frustrating for those
who do not have TBI - but with it...
it is something I would sooner die
then to have to go through again.

THERE NEEDS TO BE RIGHTS TO THOSE WITH TBI WHO HAVE TO THEN DEFEND THEM SELFS FROM THIER OWN INSURNCE COMPANY WHILE SAVING THEIR LIFE - WHILE THEY ARE FORCED TO FIGHT FOR THEIR CARE THAT THEY REALLY DO NEED NOW & FOR TIME TO COME FROM A SERIOUS STROKE CAUSED BY THE IMACT OF THE COMPLEX WHIPLASH ACCIDENT.


The accident happened and my life had changed...
I had to go into a recovery lifestyle then I found out there was a law for my exact situation:

a complex whiplash that was found to have caused an
in-head brainstem bleed from a prior yet healed bleed that happened
only a few months earlier and was healed and yet still vulnerable.

Who says that if you don't splatter it don't matter?
We do have rights &
EGG SHELL SKULL RULE should have applied.

Most Doctors were afraid to get too involved let alone defend me with my law suit... until my Integrative Neurologist said he would be there for me - and the Kaiser Neurologist told the truth about the bleed at the car impact and yet then let me know that Kaiser Doctors are immune from law suits unlike other Doctors.


EGG SHELL SKULL RULE
SAYS IF SOMEONE MAKES A VULNERABLE CONDITION WORSE
& IN FACT LIFE THREATENING - THEN THEY ARE RESPONSIBLE.

 
The eggshell skull rule (or thin-skull rule) is a legal doctrine used in both tort law and criminal law that holds an individual liable for all consequences resulting from his or her activities leading to an injury to another person, even if the victim suffers an unusually high level of damage (e.g. due to a pre-existing vulnerability or medical condition). The term implies that if a person had a skull as delicate as the shell of an egg, and a tortfeasor or assailant who did not know of that condition were to hit that person on the head, causing the skull unexpectedly to break, the responsible party would be held liable for all damages resulting from the wrongful contact, even though they were not foreseeable. The general maxim is that defendants must "take their victims as they find them", a quotation from the judgment of Lawton LJ in the criminal case of R v. Blaue.

The doctrine is applied in all areas of torts - intentional torts, negligence, and strict liability cases - as well as in criminal law. There is no requirement of physical contact with the victim - if a trespasser's wrongful presence on the victim's property so terrifies the victim that he has a fatal heart attack, the trespasser will be liable for the damages stemming from his original tort. The foundation for this rule is based primarily on policy grounds. The courts do not want the accused to rely on the victim's own vulnerability to avoid liability.

The case of Smith v. Leech Brain & Co., [1962] 2 QB 405, illustrated this rule. An employee in a factory was splashed with molten metal. The metal burned him on his lip, which happened to be premalignant tissue. He developed cancer and died. The defense argued that while the burn was foreseeable, the cancer was not. However, the judges dismissed this, holding that as long as the initial injury was foreseeable, the defendant was liable for all the harm.

In 1891, the Wisconsin Supreme Court came to a similar result in Vosburg v. Putney, 80 Wis. 523, 50 N.W. 403 (Wis., 1891) (reversed and remanded for a new trial on other grounds). In that case, an 11 year old boy kicked a 14 year-old boy in the shin while at school. It turned out that the 14 year-old was recovering from a previous injury. The kick resulted in the boy entirely losing the use of his leg. No one could have predicted the level of injury before the kicking. Nevertheless, the court found that since the kicking was unlawful, and as it occurred during school and not on the playground, the 11 year-old boy was liable for the injury.

FROM: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eggshell_skull

 

The Egg Shell Skull Rule says that YES
they are responsible if they make a wound that has healed but it still vulnerable into a
life threatening situation!
YES she hit me, yet I found that the process
of proving that was true was killing me.




I pray that answers are found from my medical case
help others to heal with more ease.


I was pretty far into the legal process when
I found out that

THE EGG SHELL SKULL RULE
exits.

In my case... THE EGG SHELL SKULL RULE is proven here with a statement from
the
Angioma Alliance who says that it takes 2 years for an in-head bleed to be stable -it had been healed
only a few months.


"Unfortunately, cavernous angiomas that have bled are those that are the most likely to bleed again, particularly in the first two years after their initial bleed.

It is also important to note that a hemorrhage in a cavernous angioma in the brain stem can be life-threatening."


From the AngiomaAlliance
Web site

So what do I do?

NOW WE KNOW THAT THE ACCIDENT IMPACT CAUSED
A RE-BLEED AT THE CAVERNOMA - IN ADDITION TO THE THE COMPLEX WHIPLASH INJURIES FROM THE ACCIDENT IMACT
& HOW THE RE-BLEED CAUSED A DOMINO EFFECT OF
SECONDARY INJURIES THAT WERE NOT UNDERSTOOD AS CONNECTED UNTIL VERY LATE IN THE HEALING PROCESS
WHEN INTEGRATIVE DOCTORS COULD UNDERSTAND HOW THEY WERE ALL RELATED.

I am praying daily for the woman who hit me.
I also pray for her lawyers and our Insurance Company - that they will come to see that a life of denying care is keeping them from their own happiness - and it is time for this kind of unethical lies being told, Doctors words being manipulated - anything just to get out of giving care when it is needed... there has to be a better way than to decide who gets care
when it is really needed.
AND SO I PRAY FOR THEM
THAT THEY SEE ANOTHER WAY &

REFORM HEALTHCARE
for what it will awaken in them.

HERE I AM
healing against all odds
WHILE ALSO HAVING TO
PROVE HOW HURT I AM &
HOW MUCH CARE & MONITORING
I WILL CONTINUE TO NEED
for the rest of my life -
only to find that they have no intention
of offering me the care I need no how much
I really do need it.


I see now that even though it was possible to prove and many Doctors had said that the rebleed makes the most sense and treating for that happening is what proved to show progress finally when the whiplash was not healing -
even with all I was doing for it.

Once I found Doctors who cared enough
to follow the clues left by the body -
I was focused on that because I wanted to heal.

It was clear by everyone that I was really hurt but my Insurance company claims that it is all due to the cavernoma and not by the accident impacct
that caused whiplash
but that that had already healed by now
- meaning -
they were no longer responsible to me for the impact other than the small offer that is only enough to pay my lawyer and go bankrupt.

This is after paying them for 20 years
incase something serious
ever happened in an accident...
so I paid them all those years to have all the money I paid them be used to fight against me when I honestly needed care.

THERE IS SOMETHING ETHICALLY
WRONG WITH THIS
HEALTHCARE SYSTEM!

ALL MY DOCTORS RECORDS SHOW THE DISCOVERY PROCESS THAT LEADS TO MY DOCTORS UNDERSTANDING THAT
MY INJURIES SINCE THE ACCIDENT
ARE BOTH FROM
THE COMPLEX WHIPLASH INJURY & CAVERNOMA RE-BLEED FROM THE SAME WHIPLASH IMPACT & ALL THAT CAME BECAUSE OF THAT IMPACT.

I am hurt still - 4 years later - and now I am living with a life-threatening condition now and my Doctors and I understand that it is due to the accident that was complicated
a vulnerable cavernoma that had recently bled
& healed 4 months before.
And the complicated Whiplash keeping me from my yoga practice that kept me healthy & strong for 30 + years... and all the many supplements and creative activities that kept my cavernoma in good shape all my life
up until the point where it first bled just a little with a mild stroke... with my smile loss that returned in just 9 days.

I was working all my 5 part time jobs while moving...
and homeschooling our son
it was at the end of a 2 week hard move and I did all the cleaning for the old apartment .

With multiple bleeds found - it shows that the first mild stroke healed. Yet it was the next bleed only 4 months later due to the impact of the whiplash car accident and the ongoing recovery due to a domino effect of many other conditions that were a result of that impact.
My Doctors and I finally understood the ways the two are be related - from the impact of
occipital bone causing several Cranial Nerve Injuries that all have roots in the pons.

I have mild TBI - (mild due to taking Hydergine & continually learning new things) from the
in-head injury at the accident that was not really understood until years after the accident yet it altered everything in my life. It made me stop everything I was doing to
focus full-time on saving my life -
mostly on my own because my Doctors
did not know what could help me
besides surgery or not.


I chose to speak up because I am one those who can -
for the many who can not.
I feel blessed because of what my healing journey has taught me
- and I pray many others can learn from it
as well as this needed change become obvious.

My husband, son, and I refuse to let this harsh situation I am in - get us down. We know that this came before us now for a reason and have understood the message. As I heal more and more I know that I need to share how I - against all odds - continue to be healing.

I KNOW that HYDERGINE & Wellness
understandings and my background
of a life dedicated to it-

saved my life.

 

A SUMMARY FOR THE RECORD:

MY DOCTOR'S REPORTS SAY THAT MYCURRENT INJURIES
IN MY HEAD, NECK, & SPINE

ARE CAUSED FROM THE COMPLICATED WHIPLASH IMPACT.

IT IS TAKING A LONG TIME TO HEAL - DUE TO MY LIMITED FUNDS NOT BEING ABLE TO WORK NOW - AND STILL NEEDING THE CARE TO PREPARE FOR THE OPPERATION WHILE NOT ABLE TO
HAVE THE CARE & MONITORING I WILL NEED IN THE FUTURE.


SO THE IMPACT FROM THE ACCIDENT
CAUSED MANY COMPLICATED WHIPLASH INJURIES IN ADDITON
TO THE RE-BLEED OF THE CAVERNOMA
THAT KEPT THE WHIPLASH FROM HEALING WITH MANY MORE COMPLICATIONS & SECONDARY INJURIES.


TREATING FOR THIS CONDITION SHOWED WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN CAUSED
BY OLD BLOOD CONTAMINATIAON
FROM A RE-BLEED AT THE ACCIDENT.

HER TREATMENTS HELPED ME TO SLOWLY IMPROVE SOME OF THE SYMTPOMS & ONCE IT SHOWED IMPROVMENT - WE KNEW THAT HER ASSESMENTS OF MY CONDITION WAS CORRECT:

EVIDENCE BASED RESEARCH

SO MUCH IS STILL UNKNOWABLE AT THIS TIME BECAUSE WE HAVE LEARNED MORE ABOUT THE BRAIN IN THE LAST 5 YEARS THAN THE LAST 5000 - AND WE ARE LEARNING MORE ALL THE TIME - YET WE CAN ONLY KNOW AS MUCH AS WE KNOW.

SHOULD THAT BE A REASON THAT I DON'T GET THE CARE I DESERVE &
PAID 20+ YEARS FOR IN CASE IWAS HARMED IN AN ACCIDENT?

EACH MRI GOT BETTER & BETTER IN QUALITY & DOCTORS BEGAN TO UNDERSTAND MORE AND MORE...

AS TIME WENT ON - SO CHECK IT OUT:

AT MY FIRST MRI -
NEARLY A YEAR AFTER THE ACCIDENT I WAS NOT HEALING LIKE I SHOULD WITH ALL THE GOOD THINGS I WAS DOING FOR THE WHIPLASH TO HEAL. IT WAS CLEAR, THERE WAS A MORE SERIOUS CONDITION THAT MY DOCTORS & I WERE DEALING WITH. THE MRI SHOWED THAT THE PRIOR SMILE LOSS WAS CAUSED FROM THIS BLEED FOUND AT THE CAVERNOMA IN MY PONS AT THE FLOOR OF THE 4TH VENTRICLE SLIGHTLY LEFT.

MY SECOND MRI -
CONFIRMED THE NEED FOR ME TO GO TO SEE A TOP NEUROSURGEON IN THE AREA - MY NEUROLOGIST ALSO SAID THAT HYDERGINE MOST LIKELY SAVED MY LIFE - THERE WAS NO OTHER LOGICAL EXPLANATION.


MY THIRD MIR -

WAS A MUCH BETTER QUALITY ONE AND IT FOUND MULIPLE BLEEDS AT THE CAVERNOMA - LATER SHOWING DOCTORS THAT THE CAVERNOMA HAD HEALED AFTER THE SMILE LOSS AND THEN RE-BLED AGAIN AT THE ACCIDENT AND THEN HEALED AGAIN.
YET THE HYDERGINE KEPT ME FROM DYING...
ALTHOUGH AT TIMES I FELT LIKE I WAS DYING.

DUE TO THE MULIPLE BLEEDS FOUND - AND MY MANY SYMTPOMS IN THE HEAD, NECK, & SPINE AREA... THE WORLD KNOWN NEUROSURGEON SUGGESTED SURGERY TO REMOVE THE CAVERNOMA BEFORE IT BLEEDS AGAIN
& COULD KILL ME, PUT ME IN A COMA,
PARALYZED ME,
OR CRIPPLE ME.

I DECIDED TO ALLOW MY ACCIDENT INJURIES TO HEAL MORE FIRST - BEFORE DOING THE RISKY SURGERY THAT COULD DO MORE HARM THAN GOOD - ESPEICALLY IF I WAS STILL DEALING WITH INJURIES FROM ACCIDENT IMPACT THAT WERE ALL IN THE SAME HEAD, NECK, & SPINE AREA. I FELT THE RECOVERY PROCESS WOULD BE MUCH MORE COMPLICATED AND I MAY NOT MAKE IT. SO I DID WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THE BEST CHANCE
FOR THE SURGERY & RECOVERY PROCESS AFTERWARDS.

FOR THIS, MY DOCTORS AT THE TIME DECIDED TO RESIGN DUE TO THE LIABILITY THAT IT PLACED ON THEM AND I UNDERSTAND THAT...
AND THE FACT THAT ME BEING FORCED TO BE IN A LAW SUIT TO GET THE CARE I NEED FROM MY OWN INSURANCE COMPANY HAD ALREADY SCARED THEM & KEPT THEM FROM GETTING MORE INVOLVED IN MY COMPLICATED MEDICAL CASE ALL ALONG.

LATER, A BLOOD TEST TAKEN 2 WEEKS BEFORE THE 3RD MRI SHOWED HIGH WHITE CELL COUNTS(THIS MEANS INFECTION), MY PHYSICAL THERPAIST HAD ALSO FOUND INFECTION & INFLAMATION IN MY HEAD & SPINE. THIS WAS UNDERSTOOD BY MY MD'S TO BE DUE TO OLD BLOOD CONTAMINATION.
NOW IT IS UNDERSTOOD THAT THIS IS WHAT KEPT
THE COMPLICATED WHIPLASH INJURIES
FROM HEALING.
THIS ALSO CONFIRMS THAT ALL OF MY INJURIES IN MY HEAD, NECK, & SPINE WERE CAUSED FROM
THE COMPLICATED WHIPASH
IMPACT
.


YET WHAT CONFIRMS THAT
EVEN FURTHER IS THAT:

MY FORTH & FIFTH & SIXTH MRI'S -

ALl SHOWED THAT THE BLEED AT THE CAVERNOMA IS STABLE NOW FOR A YEAR & 1/2 (every 6 months)-
ALTHOUGH IT IS GETTING SLIGHTLY BIGGER AND THEY TELL ME THAT THE CAVERNOMA WILL STILL NEED TO BE REMOVED IN THE FUTURE
BECAUSE OF THAT.

MY DOCTORS UNDERSTAND THAT MY MODIFIED BEDREST HAS ALLOWED THE BLEED TO HEAL AS WELL AS THE OTHER IMPACT INJURIES FROM THE WHIPLASH ACCIDENT.
THIS IS MOSTLY DUE TO THE FACT THAT NOW MY DOCTORS KNOW WHAT TO TREAT FOR. SLOWLY BUT SURELY THE INJURIES ARE FIANLLY
STARTING TO HEAL
& I AM PREPARING FOR THE OPPERATION...
THAT I WILL ALSO NEED CARE FOR AFTERWARDS -
& PERHAPS ONGOING

DEPENDING ON HOW IT GOES.

SO I KEPT HAVING DOCOTRS TELL ME TO DO THE OPERATION YET THEY ARE NOT UNDERSTANDING THAT THERE ARE MANY SYMPTOMS HERE AND THEY ALL NOT ALL FROM THE CAVERNOMA BUT THEY ARE ALL CONNECTED TO THE SAME HEAD, NECK, & SPINE AREA - AND IT SHOULD HEAL FIRST BEFORE CONSIDERING SURGERY...
IN CASE IT BLEEDS AGAIN.

 

HOWEVER, WHAT IF MY PAINFUL SYMPTOMS ARE ALL FROM THE WHIPLASH & NONE FROM THE CAVERNOMA - THEN TAKING IT OUT WON'T HELP MY PAINFUL SYMPTOMS
AND MAY KILL ME, PUT ME IN A COMA,
PARALYZE ME OR CRIPPLE ME.
I AM GOING TO HEAL ALL MY ACCIDENT INJURIES FIRST AND SEE IF I HEAL IT ALL
FIRST BEFORE THEY DRILL A HOLE IN MY HEAD.... I HAVE SEVERAL ALREADY.
MY EARS, MY EYES, MY MOUTH & NOSE.
I AM USING ALL THESE OPENING AND BRAIN NUCLEI TECHNICHE & OTHER ENERGETICS ALONG WITH MANY SUPPLEMENTS THAT ARE HELPING ME TO HEAL MY BRAIN & MY WHOLE BODY... IF WE LISTEN & RESPOND
IN TIME.. ALL CAN HEAL.

AGAIN... HOW I ENDED UP WITH
LESS THAN
1/2 OF MY 10K MEDPAY AFTER BEING FORCED TO FIGHTI FOR MY CARE FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS
FROM MY OWN
INUSURANCE COMPANY OF 20+ YEARS - WHILE SAVING MY LIFE
DUE TO THE ACCIDENT IMPACT.

1. SHE HIT ME.
I was reaching for the radio with my eye on the light... slightly twisted after having stopped for the light.

2. SHE CLAIMS 100% RESPONSIBILITY.
The law agrees - she hit me from behind
while I was stopped at a red light.
She said she was changing lanes & the sun was in her eyes at sunset going west - while she rushed to make it.

3. SHE HAS THE SAME INSURANCE COMPANY.
Everyone says I need to get a lawyer because she had the same insurance company - they said I needed someone on my side & after I noticed my symptoms were getting worse...so I got one.
I have never been in a law suit before ever... I had a lot to learn - I was told it was all about Doctors recording what happened to you and how the accident impact effected you... simple enough.

4. AS SOON AS MY DOCTORS HEAR I AM BEING FORCED TO BE IN A LAW SUIT FOR MY CARE I NEED NOW & IN THE FUTURE DUE TO THE WHIPLASH CAR ACCIDENT - THEY:
Play Devil's Advocate
hearing my long list of symptoms I am dealing with everyday since the accident and don't get too involved in my case in general and are very hesitant to write anything in the records that could mean the accident was more serious than it appeared - due to the complex symptoms that came along with the whiplash.

And then there is just human error... opps... they didn't write that or wrote down that but meant to write.... these Doctor's notes were never meant to be legal docutments. In the end it's who shows up in court on your behalf and when you are brainstem research... it was more than any Doctor wanted to take on - except my integrative neurologist who helped me to understand what had happened to me.

Let's review...
1.SHE HIT ME,

2. SHE IS 100% "AT FAULT'
IN THE EYES OF THE LAW FOR HITTING ME FROM BEHIND WHILE I WAS STOPPED
AT A RED LIGHT.

3/ SHE HAS THE SAME INSURANCE COMPANY.

4. THE DOCTORS ARE FULL OF FEAR BEING PUT IN A LAW SUITE JUST FOR BEING MY DOCTOR -
A LAW SUIT THE COULD RUIN THEIR CAREER -
OR THAT IS HOW THEY SEE IT.

WHY?

BECAUSE THAT IS HOW THE INSURANCE COMPANIES ROLE.

THEY ARE ALL POWERFUL AND HAVE RUINED ENOUGH DOCTORS IN THE PAST - BLAMING THE JOB THEY ARE DOING AS TO WHY THE PATIENT IS NOT HEALING RATHER THEN IT BEING THAT THE ACCIDENT REALLY HURT THEM & IT IS MORE SERIOUS THAN IT APPEARS.

HOW MANY WHIPLASHES IN THE PAST INVOLVED IN-HEAD INJURIES WE JUST COULD NOT SEE DUE TO MRI'S SO THEY WOULD SAY IT DID NOT EXIST
IF IT COULD NOT BE SEEN.

WHAT IS DIFFERENT ABOUT MY CASE?

MRI'S WERE GETTING BETTER & BETTER & BECAUSE OF MRI'S WE HAVE LEARNED MORE ABOUT THE BRAIN IN THE LAST 5 YEARS
THAN WE HAVE IN THE LAST 5000.

MY CASE IN THE LAST 4 YEAR SHOWS THE PROGRESSION OF WHAT CAN BE SEEN,

4. MY "COMPLEX WHIPLASH" SYMPTOMS PERSISTED & THAT GAVE ME A CLUE THAT THE IMPACT OF IT INJURY MAY BE MORE SERIOUS
THAN IT APPEARS TO BE:
With the unusual to me nose bleed the night of the accident - then waking up with Double Vision days after the accident that lasted for a month & 1/2 - in addition to facial pain & numbness along with head, neck, and spine pain & fighting infection all the time.


I WAS REALLY HURT & THEY WILL JUST RECORD THAT... not so fast....

EVERY DOCTOR WAS WAS SCARED OF HAVING TO DEFEND THEIR CAREER TO STAND UP FOR ME.
STANDING UP FOR ME MEANT THAT
THE INSURANCE COMPANY WOULD SAY I WAS NOT HEALING DUE TO THEIR INADEQUACIES AS A DOCTOR.

THE INSURANCE COMPANY BREAKS THE INJURED PERSON BY STRINGING IT OUT THE PROCESS WITH MORE & MORE PAPER WORK TO DO WHILE THEY LOOK FOR HOLES THAT CAN BE THEIR LOOP HOLES &
THEY HAVE MANY!

IF YOU HAVE TBI IT IS REALLY HARD -
AS THEY OFFERED LESS THAN 1/2 MY 10K MEDPAY...
THAT WOULD COVER THE LEINS & LAWYWER FEES AND LETOFFER NO CARE FOR ME NOW OR IN THE FUTURE.
BY THE TIME IT WAS TIME TO GO TO TRAIL
MY DOCTORS WARNED I MAY NOT SURVIVE THE PROCESS.

The woman who hit me took FULL responsibility -
and the law agrees with that because
she hit me from behind.

Yep that is what we all are told...
And we are told that if we are really hurt -
our insurance company will care
for us in our time of need.


The impact of this accident
resulted in a complex whiplash - including cranial nerves symptoms - that later was found to include
a brainstem bleed as well - and all due
to the accident impact.


SO AFTER PAYING 20+ YEARS JUST IN CASE SOMETHING SERIOUS HAPPENED TO ME IN A CAR ACCIDENT
I FOUND OUT OTHERWISE...
as the SICKO movie showed so well.

AND THIS IS WHY HEALTHCARE
AS IT IS PRACTICED NEEDS TO CHANGE AND I AM DEDICATED TO HELPING THAT TO HAPPEN!

I wondered with all my years of education
why I had not been taught how to deal with real life stuff like getting hurt in an car accident - with all you have to deal with afterwards, medically, legally, and financially while you watch your whole life as you knew it stop.

With "insuransim" how it works is not straight forward -
you have to dig for the truth
and be proactive in the process as much as possible and
if you are really hurt esecially with TBI -
this is not very likely to happen.

To wait to have care due to having to fight for care first makes the injury from the accident much worse.

YET THE WORST OF IT IS THAT:
Doctors are afraid to stand up for your injury if you are in a law suit because insurance companies use incompetence as a defense.
This is a Doctor's nightmare.

Why should they risk their whole medical career on any single patient?

HERE'S AN EASY ANSWER -
THEY DON'T USUALLY...
& WHY SHOULD THEY...
AFTER ALL THEY INVESTED IN
BECOMING A DOCTOR -
NO SMALL TASK.

THE WHOLE INSURANCISM SYSTEM
IS BASED ON HOW NOT TO GIVE PEOPLE THE CARE THAT IS NEEDED
FROM THEIR POLICIES.

IN THE SAME OF "GOOD BUSINESS" FOR THEIR STOCK HOLDERS -
GOD FORBID IF THEM OR A LOVED ONE GETS IN AN ACCIDENT
& NEEDS CARE.

It took time to see that the cavernoma was vulnerable and bled again from the impact of the accident.
It was a serious in-head injury yet appeared like only whiplash... and because I looked so healthy... and therefore might have been exaggerating the many sympt0ms I lived with everyday as I told my Doctors.
Also, I was and still am - really positive about this whole situation and many Doctors were mis-lead by my positive attitude as well -
yet it is clear to me and others who understand the brain that that is why my brain kept healing -
why I am still here.



IT IS IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT: ALL MY INJURIES WERE PAINFUL AFTER THE ACCIDENT UNLIKE WITH THE LOSS OF SMILE THAT MY DOCTORS UNDERSTAND NOW AS MY FIRST STROKE (BLEED) BUT CAUSED NO PAIN - ONLY NUMBNESS & MY ABILITY TO AND THE CAR ACCIDENT IMPACT CAUSED NOW UNDERSTOOD TO SAY THAT THE RE-BLEED CAUSED OLD BLOOD CONTAMINATION THAT CAUSED MANY OTHER SECONDARY INJURIES..
AND ALSO KEPT THE WHIPLASH FROM HEALING.

IT IS IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT: ALTHOUGH CHIROPRACTICS HELPED ME A GREAT DEAL - AT A CERTAIN POINT MY NEW DOCTORS FELT THAT I SHOULD MOVE TO LIGHTER ADJUSTMENTS LIKE CRANIALSACRAL THERAPY & OTHER INTEGRATIVE MANUAL THERAPIES. SO THE CHIROPRACTOR THAT WAS WORKING ON ME WITH THE LAST OF MY MEDPAY SAID I WAS MMI (MAXIMUM MEDICAL IMPROVEMENT) A FEW MONTHS BEFORE I WAS TOLD I NEED SURGERY AND I AM STILL HEALING THE WHIPLASH SYMPTOMS NOW - HE WAS SAVING HIS MEDICAL REPUTATION... I HAVE HAD SO MANY ADJUSTEMENT I NEED TO HAVE SHOWN IMPROVMENT OR I AM NOT A GOOD CHIROPRACTOR - IMPROVEMENT YES... MMI NO!

THIS CHIROPRACTOR COULD HAVE KILLED ME WITH ONE NECK ADJUSTMENT MY OTHER DOCTORS EXPLAINED... THEY SAID IT WAS BEST THAT I DO LIGHTER FORMS - I DO RAINDROP THERAPY MASSAGE WITH YOUNG LIVING THERAPUTIC GRADE ESSENTIAL OILS THAT AFTER NEARLY 50 HAVE HEALED MY CONTAMINATED SPINE AND FINALLY I CAN START POPPING MY SPINE BACK INTO PLACE WHEN I STRETCH AND SOON I WILL DO YOGA OUT OF THE BATH TOO. MY TAILBONE IS ALMOST ALL HEALED -HAVE YOU EVER HAD A SORE TAILBONE?
IT TAKES A LONG TIME TO HEAL... AND THESE TREATMENTS ONCE A WEEK FOR A NEARLY A YEAR
IS WHAT CLEARED THE INFECTION & INFLAMMATION THAT KEPT MY WHIPLASH FROM HEALING... MAYBE IN TIME IT WILL BE MMI.. I PRAY.

IT IS ESPECIALLY IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT: MY CAVERNOMA BLEEDING IS DIFFERENT FROM CAVERNOMAS THAT ARE OOZING ALL THE TIME. MINE IS UNIQUE IN THAT IT HAS ANOTHER STRUCTURE TO DEAL WITH THAT ASPECT OF A CAVERNOMA. SO IT WAS THE ACTUALLY BLEED THAT OCCURED WITH THE SMILE LOSS AND THEN AGAIN AT THE CAR ACCIDENT THAT WAS LIFE THREATENTING - NOT ANY " OOZING".


DUE TO THE COMPLEX WHIPLASH
ACCIDENT IMPACT:

MANY OTHER WHIPLASH INJURIES WERE CAUSED IN THE HEAD, NECK, & SPINE -
THAT I AM DEALING WITH NOW -
ALONG WITH THE RE-BLEED AND ALL THE SECONDARY INJURIES THAT CAME FROM THAT
- WERE ALL
DUE TO THE ACCIDENT IMPACT.


An Ergonomic Wellness oriented quality life
is a right - not a privilege.

This transition could be helped along quite a bit by us seeing a new kind of INTEGRATIVE healing method that includes HYDERGINE (& other Nootropics) and all kinds of available superfoods, supplements, and treatments all in an Individual plan of Wellness
custom for each person.

THIS WAS FURTHER CONFIRMED WHEN A VERY EXPERIENCED KAISER NEUROSURGEON SAID IT 100% REBLED FROM THE ACCIDENT IMPACT DUE TO THE DOUBLE VISION APPEARING DAYS AFTER THE CAR ACCIDENT THAT RELATES TO THE LOCATION OF MY CAVERNOMA.

HE ALSO SAID PERHAPS HEADACHES DID AS WELL -
AND THE OTHER NEUROSUREGEON HAD ADDED THAT NAUSEA TOO -
MAY HAVE BEEN SAID TO BE CAVERNOMA SYMPTOMS - AGAIN -
DUE TO ITS LOCATION.

HOWEVER, I HAVE SO MAY MORE SYSTMOMS DUE TO THE ACCIDENT WHIPLASH
BEYOND THOSE. WHEN I WAS TOLD TO DO THE SURGERY- THEY SAID IT WAS DUE TO THE MULIPLE BLEEDS AND ALL THE SYMTPOMS I WAS HAVING FROM THE COMPLICATED WHIPLASH ACCIDENT- AND THAT IF IT BLEEDS AGAIN - I COULD DIE, BE PUT IN A COMA,
BE CRIPPLED, OR PARALYZED. BUT IF I DIDN'T DO THE OPERATION THE SAME COULD BE TRUE.

SO I CHOSE TO WAIT ON THE RISKY BRIANSTEM SURGERY UNTIL I AM ABLE TO HEAL MORE FROM THE COMPLICATED WHIPLASH ACCIDENT INURIES THAT WOULD HAVE COMPLCATED MY SURGERY RECOVERY.

THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN A GREAT TIME FOR MY INSURANCE COMPANY TO OFFER CARE... EVEN THE SMALL AMOUNT THEY OFFER NOW - THEN WOULD HAVE MADE A HUGE DIFFERENCE IN MY RECOVERY PROGRESS.
IT IS CLEAR THAT I NEEDED BRAINSTEM SURGERY BECAUSE THE ACCIDENT MADE
A VULNERABLE SITUATION WORSE.

AS I HAVE TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO ABOUT THE OPERATION THAT'S WHEN THEY TELL ME THERE IS NO WAY TO RAISE
THE MED-PAYOF $10K THAT I HAD CAREFULLY GONE THROUGH IN 2 YEARS TIME SINCE THE ACCIDENT.
AND NOW I FIND THAT IF I NEEDED MORE MONEY FOR CARE - I WOULD HAVE TO SUE THE WOMAN WHO HIT ME TO GET THE CARE I STILL NEED FROM
MY OWN INSURANCE COMPANY.

 
SO PEOPLE PLEASE GET THE LARGEST MED-PAY NO MATTER WHAT...
THAT'S THE MONEY
YOU DON'T HAVE TO FIGHT FOR.
 



SO WITH NO RECOVERY CARE ASSURED...
LET ALONE ME ONLY DOING WHAT I CAN
TO PREPARE FOR BRAINSTEM SURGERY
WITH NO MONEY FOR CARE FOR IT -
ONLY TO FIND THAT MY DOCTORS NOW
ARE SEEING THAT ALL MY INJURIES ARE
FROM THE CAR ACCIDENT IMPACT.

This was taken less than a year before the accident
at Magic 95.5 before leaving Austin for a west coast tour - me at 43.


On Mother's day May 11th 2003 - being interviewed
as a featured artist on KKMJ with DJ Eric Leikam
who coined: "A kinder, gentler Tori Amos."
(Hear songs: www.broadjam.com/aliahselah.)



IT WAS ALL OF THESE INJURIES HITTING ME AT ONE TIME
THE ACCIDENT IMPACT
CAUSED MANY INJURIES
& ALL THE DOMINO EFFECT CAUSED MANY OTHER SECONDARY INJURIES.
I WAS SAVING MY LIFE
EVEN WHILE I DID NOT EVEN KNOW THAT
THAT WAS WHAT I WAS DOING.

I JUST KEEP DOING WHAT FEELS BEST TO DO...
AND MONITOR IT WITH TESTS:
INTEGRATIVE MEDICINE


THERE IS NO WAY TO SWEETEN THIS:
My life is still hanging in the balance due to the second stroke
that happened at this whiplash car accident that made
a vulnerable condition-->life-threatening (period!)


SEVERAL OF MY DOCTORS WANT ME TO DO THE SURGERY...
WILL THE "CURE" BE WORSE THAN THE CONDITION?


THIS IS DEDICATED TO ALL THE NEUROSURGEONS &
NEROLOGISTS & OTHER DOCTORS & HEALERS WHO ARE CURIOUS AND DOING RESEARCH.

Through taking the time to listen and understand my current symptoms and history of symptoms and everything I had been doing to save my life ever since since the accident - my Integrative Neurologist helped me to understand how the accident impact without a doubt caused a complex series of complications for my cavernoma.
This is due to my 3rd MRI that showed multiple bleeds - that most likely involved causing another bleed at the accident due to how it affected me ever since and my MD agreed.

After seeing several Neurosurgeons who told me that at this time they do not think that stress or trauma could possibly have caused my cavernoma to bleed... however if you look at where mine is located and the function of its location - there can be more understanding about this "exception" to their rule.

My Integrative Neurologist explained to me that: my cavernoma being in the pons
where the fight or flight center is - could very well explain my constant wired/tired feeling that showed up when the car accident happened. This is why every stressful situation since
seems to re-injure my injury there again and again...
and the car accident caused nothing but stress.
I literally get painful flushes in my face from stress and
frustration drains me and I take days to recover.
I was used to living a somewhat stressful life and yet after the accident
I could not tolerate stress at all like before.

HOW STRESSFUL IS NOT BEING UNDERSTOOD?

This was the hardest part by far... especially when you have a in-head bleed that is not discovered for nearly a year - and TBI -
and you look so healthy there is a doubting that you are as hurt as all the symptoms you claim to have.


WHAT DOES IT MEAN? YOU TELL ME....

My MD, Integrative Neurologist, and my Physical Therapist decided to start treating me for what would have happened if there had been a re-bleed at the accident because of all the infection that I was fighting all the time and the pockets of inflammation that were found by my Physical Therapist that was the best explanation for what it was there - it was what would have happened if there was old blood contamination from multiple bleeds.

And this is what caused the whiplash to keep from healing for so long until I took care of the infection and inflammation that had collected in my tailbone and my left temple. My Physical Therapist said that I had had low grade systemic inflammation and she said that this added so many extra complications with me feeling so weak all the time - and soreness and achy parts of my body all the time that mixed with all my other whiplash & cranial nerve injuries made everything much worse including the mild TBI that would have been much worse without the HYDERGINE that kept me from dying and the TBI from getting worse by giving the cavernoma oxygen cross the BBB that caused it to stop bleeding and then continued to give it the oxygen it needs in the amount it needs it.

The fact that my cavernoma is a called a "malformation" means that they don't really understand what function it may be playing... that is yet to be understood and I have a few ideas about that and I am waiting for a wise Neurosurgeon who is open minded enough to still be in awe of the human body and all the ways it heals itself.

None the less, after the first mild stroke
with the loss of smile there was a small tear in the cavernoma...
so it was vulnerable to the impact of whiplash - unlike it would have been if it hadn't have just bleed and healed a few months ago. The impact of the whiplash set off a series of complications due to both the impact of the car accident and the brutal Insurancism that caused me to take such abuse from the lack of care for someone with a life threatening condition - and even worse for someone with mild TBI that make it harder and harder to stay centered when those around me who were meant to care for me.. were doubting I was really hurt or thinking I was going to die -
both were just as stressful.
Then when they found out I was with the MRI's they resigned out of liability.
Then I found my current Integrative Neurologist who is my hero.

He listened, cared, and was knowledgeable in Integrative Medicine so he understood more of the whole picture which is very important to do when you are dealing with all the integrated systems in the spine and brainstem.

I survived because of how I went about it with curiosity and
kept using my mind so that it kept healing.

And I am continuing to heal - proving that it was
a car accident injury
that is healing that was vulnerable -
into a life-threatening condition.

That change will happen in time - when what I went through and so many others who have survived this SICKO system of HealthCARE that is NOT HEALTHY OR CARING...
and in time it will be understood as ethically wrong to make someone fight for care while they fight for their life.

Here is a grassroots approach to needed changes in Healthcare.

HYDERGINE being widened in its use to include all kinds of Neurological needs would help everyone.
Doctors with pre-surgery, first-aid - in the ER, and for all strokes (good for bleeding or clogged) - as it is being used in these ways in many Hospitals in Europe now.
THIS WOULD HELP INSURANCE COMPANIES HAVE LESS NEEDED COSTS FROM THEIR CLIENTS,
MORE PATIENTS SURVIVING AND RECOVERING FASTER DUE TO ITS USE
AND DOCTOR HAVING A SAFETY NET IN CASE OF COMPLICATIONS IN SURGERY -
SO LESS MALPRACTICE INSURANCE WOULD BE NEEDED.
EVERYONE WINS... ALONG WITH THE LIFE QUATLITY FOR PATIENTS & THEIR FAMILIES.

How 'bout... "No-Fault Insurance"?

Remember how good the no-fault divorce was for the family -
now let's do this for the wounded who shouldn't have to fight for care -
especially while they fight for their lives.

PREVENTATIVE CENTERED HEALTHCARE REFORM
IS THE INVESTMENT
THAT NEEDS TO BE MADE
IN THE AMERICAN PEOPLE NOW!
This is our path to peace.

THANK YOU FOR YOUR EMAILS
TOGETHER WE CAN DO BETTER
THAN THIS FOR AMERICA
& THE WORLD.

WOULD YOU LIKE TO HELP!
Contact us: if you would like to add your story
and/or help be part of the:
HYDERGINE WELLNESS STUDY FOUNDATION.

THANK YOU FOR ALL THOSE EMAILING US ABOUT YOUR HYDERGINE EXPERIENCES.
WHEN YOU CONTACT US TO SEND US YOUR STORY... MAKE SURE YOU INCLUDE:
What kind of Hydergine, how much,
how does it help you - for what and all the other Wellness Lifestyle tools & supplements you are doing.
Make sure to include your first name and last name initial -
the city & state you are from & what part you are OK with putting up here because it would help others to know it.

Thanks - peace!

NOW FOR ME - THIS IS WHAT I AM HERE FOR TO...

PRACTICE INTENTIONAL ACTS OF KINDNESS
THROUGH EVOLUTIONARY
COMEDY!

SEEK THE FUNNY VIEW
THAT GROWS KINDNESS

LET
KINDNESS
RULE!
Kinesthetic 
Interdependent
Neurological
Development
Naturally
Evolving 
Sensitive
Solutions

 

WHAT HAS HELPED ME SO MUCH
IS MY LOVE OF LAUGHTER!



LAUGHTER
IS THE MOST POTENT
TOOL WE HAVE FOR CHANGE!


The flag photo on the menu above we taken by Hadley Louden. Thank you for your wonderful "The Art Of Protest" card
where I found the photo... that so inspired me to make it into this peaceful background of pure, clean, water - as is my vision -
instead of the buildings in the background. I have come to use the term Activist over Protest personally.
I am more into what I would like to happen now. I found that being against something took a lot more energy -
so now I focus on alternatives... solutions.. what can be done... The Art Of Activism is the Activism of Art.

ONE WORLD - ONE PEACE - LOVE ONE ANOTHER & LET KINDNESS RULE!

 


Healing the planet from the inside out!

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